You know that feeling?
When you're just waiting.
Waiting to get home,into your room,
close the door,fall into bed,
and just let everything out that you kept in all day.
That feeling of both relief and desperation.
Nothing is wrong.
But nothing is right either.
And you're tired.
Tired of everything,tired of nothing.
And you just want someone to be there and tell you ''it's okay''
But no one is going to be there.
and you know you have to be strong for yourself,
because no one can fix you,except you,yourself.
But you are tired of waiting.
Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else.
Tired of being strong.
and for once,you just want it to be easy.
to be simple,to be helped,to be saved.
But you know you won't be.
But you are still hoping,and you are still wishing,and you are still staying strong and fighting.
With tears in my eyes,I'm still fighting.....fighting to be strongest girl.